It's been a long while since I last blogged. Recently, I've been feeling rather lethargic in the area of work. There's always a lot of questions popping out in my mind: What am I still doing here? Why am I not given the recognition? It has sort of affected my performance at work and there isn't any joy in working there. It is when my colleague comment that I've not been smile lately that I began to realise that all these negative thoughts had been eating me up bit by bit.

Yesterday, God has led me to watch the video clip entitled 'Theology of work' forwarded to me by Reuben. In the video, the pastor mentioned 3 aspects of work. Working is a command given by God, It is a means of transformation & it is also a platform on the ministry of reconciliation. As I reflect, God has shown me His grace when He provided me a job when I needed it most. However, as the time passes by, I've let myself be caught in the rat race unknowingly.

God had also send Nick to speak to me, when I went down to School yesterday. I just let out all my frustration, complaints, everything that is affecting me. Nick shared with me his experience in his work. Its normal that all these negative thoughts will start popping out as we work. What most important is our attitude. Are we going to keep thinking about the negative thoughts and let it bother us? We need to turn to our creator, for strength and guidance. Only Him has the answer to all our questions, and He is the only one that can give us peace and comfort.

I've also been feeling gather discourage in the area of ministry. Its like,I've been serving for so long and suddenly I lost the purpose of why do I want to serve. I think what I need is really encouragement and peace. All these, cannot be found in man but only in Him.

Please continue to pray for me, as I seek Him for peace and comfort, and that I will really be submissive to the authority that He has place over me.
Caleb at 6:54 PM