Its been a while since I last drop by to pen down my thoughts. Juggling between work, school and church has been rather tiring I would say. At this point, the term 'balanced-work life' just doesn't seems to make sense to me lol.. Anyway all this is coming to an end, at least for now. Left with 2 more weeks before the start of exams, but haven't really start my revision yet. Still trying to rush out our group final assignment due this week before we can really focus on our revision.

Thank God for the bros and sis who are there listening to me, and praying for me. I must admit sometimes when faced with all the problems in life, it just seems hard to submit and let God take control. Thank God that eventually all things begin to fall in place through His grace. Before I end, would like to share with you all this song which has minister to me quite a bit, Hope it will does the same to you :)



Continue to Shine for HIM :)
Caleb at 2:48 AM

Thank God for leading me through the worship last sunday. Frankly speaking, being an indecisive person, when it comes to worship, I just really dunno how to pick the songs that will minister to the church & give God the glory He deserve.I must admits throughout the whole planning, I just stare at the songsheets before me and dunno what songs to choose. Its at that point, when He placed the melodies into my head through the holy spirit that I started to have the songs coming out one by one for the whole worship. How amazing is that!

Exams are just round the corner. Just went to be enrolled for next semester, when this semester is not even over yet. Have to really buck up and prepare real hard for the exams. I hope that I will be able to make God proud :) Please continue to pray for me, still having slight cough. Pray for God's healing grace to be upon me to grant me spedy recovery. thats all, God bless!:)
Caleb at 11:30 PM

It's been a long while since I last blogged. Recently, I've been feeling rather lethargic in the area of work. There's always a lot of questions popping out in my mind: What am I still doing here? Why am I not given the recognition? It has sort of affected my performance at work and there isn't any joy in working there. It is when my colleague comment that I've not been smile lately that I began to realise that all these negative thoughts had been eating me up bit by bit.

Yesterday, God has led me to watch the video clip entitled 'Theology of work' forwarded to me by Reuben. In the video, the pastor mentioned 3 aspects of work. Working is a command given by God, It is a means of transformation & it is also a platform on the ministry of reconciliation. As I reflect, God has shown me His grace when He provided me a job when I needed it most. However, as the time passes by, I've let myself be caught in the rat race unknowingly.

God had also send Nick to speak to me, when I went down to School yesterday. I just let out all my frustration, complaints, everything that is affecting me. Nick shared with me his experience in his work. Its normal that all these negative thoughts will start popping out as we work. What most important is our attitude. Are we going to keep thinking about the negative thoughts and let it bother us? We need to turn to our creator, for strength and guidance. Only Him has the answer to all our questions, and He is the only one that can give us peace and comfort.

I've also been feeling gather discourage in the area of ministry. Its like,I've been serving for so long and suddenly I lost the purpose of why do I want to serve. I think what I need is really encouragement and peace. All these, cannot be found in man but only in Him.

Please continue to pray for me, as I seek Him for peace and comfort, and that I will really be submissive to the authority that He has place over me.
Caleb at 6:54 PM

Its been quite a while since I last updated. Thank God that Life has been good. Coping well with my work, have quite a bit of fun in organising activities for our recreation club, getting to know the colleagues better through the activities. Going to submit my application for the course either by this week or next week. Finally going back to study again. It really feels good to be back in sch and hopefully if nothing goes wrong, I should be able to complete by 2012 June... Ya I know its still quite long but I really hope to achieve that target.

Had our YF session yesterday. The response is not too bad, 20 people turned up. Had a good time chatting and playing with my group. I'm actually quite excited about it, but also trying to be very careful to take one step at a time. Thus, please continue to pray for YF, we really need your support. This coming april will be quite pack. Got 2 main event, company family day & 2510 event. Please pray for strength and wisdom for the 2510 committee and the casts for the musical. At the end of the day, as we come together, let us be reminded of God's faithfulness and goodness towards the ministries and the workers :)
Caleb at 10:54 PM

Had an interview with my boss, been offered an opportunity to go for further studies. on one hand, I'm very glad that I could go for further studies to obtain my degree but on the other hand, the past experience causes me to think if I could really cope with it or it will end up as another failure again. Haiz.. please continue to pray for me as I seek God in the area of deciding whether to take a degree now and under which uni should I enrol in.

Work has been good so far, nice working environment with friendly colleagues and not to forget the brothers & sisters in Christ I got to know also. Its always an encourage to know that there are fellow Christians working together with you in the same company :)

Please continue to pray for me, been feeling rather tired lately, hasn't been doing my QT for the past few days...
Caleb at 9:56 PM